Being pregnant is no easy feat. My anxiety and depression were a hurdle that I had to overcome faster than I knew I could. It's hard to look at, acknowledge and learn to use silver linings when you've been pessimistic most of your life- even if you do it as a joke. But it's not impossible! Read about how I've been staying positive throughout my pregnancy, maybe a thing or two will help.
Holy. Fuck. In less than 4 months I am going to be a mom. I'm literally going to have the title of a mom. I'm used to being a student, an employee and a daughter... but a mom? I never even wanted to be a mom! Ya'll, life literally stops for no one. In this…
There's a magical place in the Dallas Metroplex that I never knew existed and never quite purposely intended on pursuing. If you didn't know from some of my previous posts, I am not religious and if I had known this place was religious, I would have never gone. I think they're low key about this…
Yesterday marked my 14th week of pregnancy, and I am finally over my first trimester! My first trimester was ass. From week 5, when I didn't know I was pregnant I was starting to feel odd. I ordered a bowl at Taco Bell that I should have liked, but I couldn't stomach. I also started…
I have ALWAYS said that I never wanted children. I never wanted to be a mom. I never wanted to be pregnant. I never wanted to give birth. I never wanted to have to adjust my life for another being. I have always thought that children were not for me and if I ever did…
Continue reading ➞ Why I decided to stay pregnant despite never wanting children…
Before looking at the test I washed my hands in the sink next to the toilet. I didn't even make a slight glance towards the pregnancy test. Part of me was hoping that this was a sick joke or a nightmare. I was so scared and nervous I didn't want to look. I took the…
This is the first time I write a poem on here! I hope you enjoy it.
I wrote this after an anxiety attack I had either last week or a couple of weeks ago. I know some people will relate, I just wish you didn't. If you do, know that you're not alone! And this battle will probably never happen because I will and YOU will never let it happen. Soon you won't even see the monsters because of you'll be to busy leading a happy life.
