There are some days when I wake up and I feel lousy with no will to get up and do anything! I look straight into the path that I am on and realize that although I am walking, I am so far from my goal. It feels like when you want to change the channel,…
Last week was my very first time attending an official, set up support group for depression and anxiety. I've been to a free support group where you just show up, no registration needed, and speak openly to others. This group was different because I had to register prior to going and there was a whole…
Continue reading ➞ Support Group Tell All & 3 Things I Learned
It's crazy to think that not even a whole year ago I was so mentally zoned out I couldn't feel a thing. I remember when my nephew was born I was so excited that he would- he had to make me happy. How could I not be overjoyed to hold my very first nephew in…
It is so exhausting to see and hear about suicides every day. It's exhausting because every time someone commits suicide- wait let me rephrase it- every time someone famous commits suicide every single one of my timelines is filled with the Suicide Prevention Hotline Number and "Don't do it" quotes. Every. Single. Time. There are…
I always knew I had some kind of problem with drinking, but I never really addressed it because I never did anything dangerous. Hysterically throwing up and sad tantrums were not enough to highlight a developing problem when I was younger. I do not promote underage drinking, but the first time I got completely trashed…
Untrustworthy. I can't decide whether my mind is untrustworthy or if he is. I don't know if this is an issue with other people who are depressed or have anxiety, but sometimes I think I'm going crazy. I know when I have thoughts such as methods of killing myself or constant self put-downs that they're…
I like to be an open book when it comes to this topic because a lot of people aren't. The few that do, have helped me in some sort of way and I'd like for people who are going through what I am, to not feel so alone... like me. I stopped writing here because…
